Wednesday, May 12, 2004

Sordid details following...


Men are from Mars and women are from Venus.

They ain’t just whistlin’ Dixie.

Why is it when you try to tell a guy how you feel that they process it as you being against them? Last time I checked we weren’t picking teams.

*sigh*

I was the one to say it, relationships that work are work. I know. But what about when the other person doesn’t send you the message that they are willing to put work into a relationship with you? It’s a pretty shitty feeling to say the least.

So I was depressed and angry last night and cooked my friend dinner, had some wine and watched Love, Actually like some sort of masochistic dumbass. I was sobbing like Tammy Faye Baker at a church fundraiser. My heart felt like a rock in my chest and all I could do was think about my honey. Missed him, hated him, loved him, wanted him beside me even though we were fighting. Ain’t love grand?

Collin Firth’s character Jamie is the epitome of what every woman wants. A man who would move heaven and earth to be with his beloved. A man who would learn another language to communicate with her. Man. It’s hard enough to communicate when you both have the same native language! It touched me so deeply that he would do that for her and that synchronistically, she was doing the same. Soulmates.

I am in escrow on my condo people. It opened May 5th and closes June 4th with a 2 week rent back which means, I have until June 18th to move out of my condo. I didn’t place a contingency on me finding another place to live so I have to go to LA this weekend to look at properties. Flying down early early Saturday and leaving Sunday morning. Some jetsetter eh? I found a killer agent in Burbank who is incredible. Not only is she hunting properties for me, she is working closely with my loan agent to make sure I can afford purchase prices and researching schools in each area! Fucking hallelulah!

I was renting the condo I am in now when I bought it so this is the first time I am home hunting. It is scary. I lived in LA long ago and things have changed so much. Besides I have changed, hell, I have a kid to think about now! Luckily my friend Erika has stepped up and offered her help to house hunt with me so I don’t have to go it alone. I fucking love having girlfriends. When your family or S.O. isn’t always there for you, it is reassuring to have girlfriends who are. Few and far between and I am blessed to have the few I do have. Love my girls. Don’t know what I would do without them!

Operation Relocation has commenced.

Cross your fingers for me, friends.

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